D. Smith on How Transitioning Affected Her Career: “The Rappers STOPPED Calling Me Directly”

In a bonus clip of this week’s Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta episode, D. Smith sat down with castmate Betty Idol and R&B singer, Keri Hilson to discuss how transitioning from male to female affected her career.

The two-time Grammy nominated producer, songwriter and singer has worked with the likes of Lil Wayne, Andre 3000, Lloyd, Monica, and Katy Perry. When D. Smith started transitioning, she started subtly changing her look, such as growing out her hair and wearing makeup here and there. She labelled herself as an “androgynous” man, so to not scare off her male rapper clientele.

It wasn’t until she transitioned completely to a woman that she noticed a change in how rappers treated her. She tells Betty and Keri that rappers stopped hitting her up directly to ask for beats. Watch below:

A lot of people loved the person on the left but, this person was put together with bits and pieces of what society wanted. This person was so far gone in satisfying everyone else, that one started to loose touch with one’s true authentic self. That person use to be me! I’ve judged people for being who they were. I was angry and insecure. I dated beautiful girls. When I say beautiful, I mean BEAUTIFUL girls that I cheated on with men because I couldn’t fight my deep feelings for them. Afraid of loosing or disappointing my family and friends, I lived a terrible lie. I’ve hurt so many people because of this. My career. OMG my career! ? The church, going to the gym, selling music, the money and most importantly, my life. I could loose it all. To be honest, I’m ashamed of the person I use to be. To think, I’m not the only one with this story… Hello, I am D. Smith. That sexy, fearless and last but not least, genius ? woman on the right is me! I am officially 1year and 6 months into my transition. With that being said, for the first time in my life I am honest. Not only to myself, but to the world around me. I have nothing to hide, which leaves me no choice but to live free. Now I don’t have to worry about hiding in the shadows of a lie and feeling that horrible feeling when I hurt someone that I truly care about. This message isn’t an attempt for acceptance and to be quite frank with you MF’s, I don’t give a fuck! Lol. I wrote this because I am no longer hiding! I am a PROUD Trans Woman!!!!!?? #transisbeautiful #love #me #trans #new #beforeandafter #2016 #God #blessed #pride #girlslikeus #fashion #lgbt #power #all #beautifulpeople #us #now #fashion #face #music #happy #finally

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D. Smith also sat down with VladTV to discuss the Orlando shootings and other transwomen hating on Caitlyn Jenner. Caitlyn, star of Keeping Up With The Kardashians and I Am Cait, has been accused of misrepresenting the struggle of transwomen. In Caitlyn’s defense, D. Smith says there are also real women who misrepresent women, especially in the music industry. D. Smith calls one woman out in particular, who’s considered “music royalty”. See who she’s talking about on the NEXT PAGE.