Sitting back, looking over my life, I’ve always had this fucked up feeling of abandonment. I can’t help but still wonder if having my biological dad Franklin around would have changed things. Would Aldon, Mack or any of those men even stood a chance with me had my real dad showed me the way? Back then, I would have said “fuck that” and my dad, too. Sitting here now, I believe had Franklin been there, it would’ve been different. I would’ve been different. I would have felt love from the person that I needed it from, and I wouldn’t have had to search for it in men like him.
Oh well, you live and you learn.
Until next time – Icis Mims
*Names have been changed.
Girl!!! If someone handed me this script and told me it was fiction, I would have believed it. I can’t believe this is something you went through! Did y’all ever talk again? About the pregnancy?
I was crying with a bald up face once I made it to page 3! Them dam officers ain’t never been shit! They always did everything but protect and serve! U are so strong baby girl. U rock! Hell I admire u. I’m proud that God allowed u to face your fear n part ways with it! Abandonment was your fear! It’s clear to see that u now love Icis! That means all that you endured from your past is helping build who u are now! You are smart you are beautiful you are unique very creative and not to mention talentive! Now that u have been through to get too honey u better keep climbing the mountain of success. U can only move up from here! It’s ok not to forget your past… But it’s a weight lifted when you move on from it.. Love ya #Heavy