Lindsay Lohan Opens Up About ABUSIVE Relationship After VIDEO SURFACES Of FIGHT With Egor Tarabasov

“I wanted to do this interview because it’s time to tell the truth,’ she says. ‘There have been so many lies printed about me recently. I’ve kept quiet for so long but now I’m scared of what Egor might do to me and to himself.”

Lohan is reluctant to go into detail about the fight in Mykonos, saying only that she threw Egor’s phone after he took hers,

“Egor drank too much and he went crazy.”

On The 5 AM Fight, Leading Lindsay To Scream For Help From Her Balcony:

“Egor and I had been out for dinner. We danced, it was fun.”

“When we got home I went to bed and Egor went out. A few hours later he came back and when I woke up he was standing over me. He wasn’t himself, he was being very aggressive and he attacked me.”

“It’s not the first time. That’s the problem. But this time, someone saw. I didn’t call anyone, I’ve dealt with enough police in LA. I just left the house and went to the Connaught [Hotel] for the night. I contacted my good friend [Israeli socialite] Hofit Golan who was in St Tropez. She said, ‘Get on a plane, come and meet me’, so I did. I needed some time for myself.”

“I’ve spent the past week fishing on my friend Marco Mavilla’s yacht with his lovely family in Sardinia.”

Despite not having seen him since that incident, Lindsay still wears her 4 carat emerald ring Egor proposed to her with:

“I haven’t taken it off, even after all this.”

“The truth is, I wanted to make things work, but now I’m not sure that I can.”

She says that in recent days, she has contacted him to ask him to meet, to talk. Clearly, however, she holds out little hope of reconciliation at this stage.

“I need closure. I genuinely fell in love with him but he broke my trust and made me feel unsafe”.

“I know I’m not an angel but I’ve tried to fix things. It’s down to him now. I had suggested we go for couples’ counselling but there comes a time when I have to put myself first, my family, and also think about my career which I’ve worked so hard for. I also don’t want to let my fans down by not being the strong woman I have become.”

On The Good Times of Their Relationship:

“We’ve been together nine months, three weeks and two days, and we’ve lived together since the second night I met him,’ she says. ‘He proposed on September 27, 2015, but I waited months before saying anything publicly.”

“We planned to marry in Lake Como next May. We should both be in Italy looking at wedding venues right now,’’she says, breaking down again.

“All I wanted was to get married and settle down. I’ve always wanted four kids and Egor and I talked about having a family.”

On Her Upbringing Affecting Her Relationship:

‘I’ve become my mother,’ she says, recognizing the irony of her situation. She says that she has broken off contact with her father after blaming him for telling the press she was pregnant.

‘My father is known for talking to the press and selling stories. He loves the attention. In the past he’s said I’ve done drugs, he put my number on the internet.

‘Who does that? Some of the stuff he’s done proves to me he doesn’t care about me.’

‘I’m just sad this has all happened now because I’ve worked hard to get my life flowing again.’

Read her full interview HERE.